The End of a Rainbow, A Pot of Gold
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i'm a little teapot short and stout.
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 5:52 PM
following stress..a huge wave of depression crashes down on me...i'm obliged to accept this emo state for now...and yet i always tell myself that those emo people out there should just get dunked in a bucket of ice water so they can just wake up and get back to reality...
i dont understand why i'm getting all weepy and stony because there's not exactly a valid reason for me to be..there's just too much melancholic thoughts flashing through my mind...i do hope all these useless thoughts will diffuse out of my head before i collapse from emotional breakdown...
and...due to some unspoken reason...school is now becoming more and more of a torture to me..i'm sure many of us have had the experience where u're already at the pit of the valley and thought that nothing could get worst when someone(who's supposedly close) just has to spout some shit to make u go really rock-bottom...why're u becoming like this?!give me an answer before i start hating you!friends should never come to this stage...T_T
ok and i think the burning of midnight oil for more than a week is starting to take a toll on my fragile being...i can hardly keep myself conscious throughout lessons...plus being at the back of the class when u're the 3rd shortest without much ventilation.....i fell alseep during maths today...thankfully mrs chia is such a very nice and understanding teacher....
whatever that's going to come my way i'm going to take it with the best spirits!just hope that i'll be able to keep my words...i cannot remain in this pathetic state anymore...