The End of a Rainbow, A Pot of Gold
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Thursday, March 06, 2008, 10:09 PM
how time flies...the last time i remember i was still a childish attention-seeker in long skirt and high socks...super enthusiastic about my euphonium and band..but not having much (if any) musical abilities in me...
sec 2..i was an absolute sinner..went against siwei and was such an ass i really revolt myself when i think of it..
sec3..the preparation for SYF...it was literally 3-4 months of torture for me...every single band prac was like a nightmare..ms sia wanted the best for us..we wanted the best for ourselves..but the stress that comes with it is pretty indescribable..plus my physics teacher was trying to show us who's boss...u add in my amount of homework...i can tell u i was like a living zombie..void of emotions..thankfully i had my friends there for me..otherwise i would probably have committed suicide..
sec 4 now..i'll have to leave the band soon...all the memories..good and bad comes flooding back to me...i just realized how much i will miss being part of a band..T_T there'll be a competition in July...many people are against me going for it...i'm not exacty in a dilemma because for once in my life..i know what i want...i WANT to go for the NBC...even if it means sacrificing hours of my study time..it'll be my last time going for a competition with CSB...and i should end my 4 years nicely with a gold..and know that i was part of the team..the exhilaration of playing in a competition is one that i'll probably never ever experience again if i miss this chance..i must insist!
i'm suffering a crisis in all my subjects..and seriously i do mean ALL...going for the competition will cost me quite a lot of precious hours of mugging...but music forms the other half of my life..without it..life will be nothing but being a nerd...now i wouldnt be wanting that now would i...
confirmation will probably be done next tue..my answer is most probably a yes...i'm going against all the objections around me...i do hope i'll truimph...