The End of a Rainbow, A Pot of Gold
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i'm a little teapot short and stout.
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Saturday, March 01, 2008, 12:16 PM
i'm slowly getting back my touch..v lucky of me..and i'm really happy these couple of days..other than the guilt of not doing the tremendous load of schoolwork that's been bugging me at the back of my mind..everything else seem to just fall nicely into place..there is one tiny problem though...i'm still a noob..which means i can't play great works by great composers...chopin's etude in E major is simply fantastic...but i'm stuck..i can't seem to move out of that bar...T_T and i need help with studying scores so as i can learn how to bring out the mood and everything that the piece is suppose to have..
after watching nodame...i'm once again reminded of how far i'm lagging behind if i'm to say that playing piano is my passion...i can't do the simplest thing right..maybe i should just shave away the hair of deception once and for all..to reveal the face of truth..and the truth is...i can't do it..i...i simply can't...
i wanted to give up playing the etude..but my teacher says no...never give up....does that mean she believes i can do it...?
so yes..i will continue learning..this time with extra determination...no matter how tough the piece gets..i'll just do it..regardless of how long it'll take! i mustn't let her down..!
hey i'm not emo-ing..haha just trying to say that i'm determined to finish the etude..even if it takes me forever...